RyouYamiBakura

I'm selling some stuff on Etsy, in case anyone has nothing else to do but browse the web. Check it out here: http://www.etsy.com/people/SpareNickel Not much there at the moment, but there will be more. I could use some ideas if anyone is interested in custom items such as simple leather craft or plushies. Anywho, thanks for stopping by.

I find I am very tired. I do not feel energetic like I used to. Of course, there is a physical reason, but I like to look at the emotional aspects that have been affecting that physical part of me. I do not see a reason to do much of anything. Even the things I would enjoy doing seem pointless or too far out of reach now. It is not easy to feel sentiment, and even my collection of randomly-horded-pack-rat items, that I have held so dear, is dwindling. What is wrong indeed? I see the reasons and the why, even the ways we want to die, but what I do not see is purpose. Forgive me for ranting, but even if no one reads my writings, at least it w

It is nearly Christmas time, and I don't want to post this on Christmas because everyone will be busy I'm sure. Whether it brings one great joy or misery, this is one of the biggest holidays of the year and is not to be taken lightly. I have many a family member to endure the company of this coming holiday, but I do not think I shall be very happy. I would rather enjoy the solitude of a quiet morning without all the quarreling and bickering. Of course, my family is old fashioned and insists upon these "get togethers" so I have no choice in the matter. Oh well. At least I have the joy in my family's faces to look forward to once they open th